At a quite important place today, we were supposed to have lunch in a place with carpet. I was standing right in front of everyone and I had to DROP my whole packet of Chicken Rice (which was our lunch today) on the carpet. Huifen totally stared at me in horror.

;( So embarrassing. And Huifen adds "You never fail to surprise me."
SIGH. Haha. This shows HOW clumsy I am.

And they were so nice to give me another packet! Lucky everyone is not like me. Haha.
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Huifen and I went to watch "200 Pounds Beauty" in the evening.
Nice! :)
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Haha I was just thinking about it. If someone were to always swirl around her, and I were to always swirl around someone, and someone else is to always swirl around me, then, won't we all be able to make one BIG system?
Haha! Quite funny.
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Anyway. I saw someone unbelievably CUTE today. If everyone around me was that cute I'll be able to move on from any phase of my life without difficulty. HAHA I'm kidding! I should search for him soon, since I know like erms, ONE thing about him! HAHA.

Went to Vivo City with my Mother today.
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After walking for the whole day, I am so tired now!

Haha I've realised that the way I solve problems is to force the things that I'm conscious about (which are disturbing me) to my subconsciouness.

Okay fine, to my subconscious facade. Hahaha. It's possible! Makes my life wayyy better.

Though okay, SOMETIMES they resurface. But only sometimes! Haha. I guess living in a facade is better than living in misery. Hahaha.

You think that both's not fine? Oh well, I guess you have a good life. Haha.

Went to visit my Great-grandmother today.
She fell down! =(
Hope she'll be more careful!
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My cousin gave me a dress he bought for me from Hong Kong.
Thank you SO MUCH! I LOVE the dress!!

I went shopping with my Mother today!
She bought stockings for me.
She also bought a pair of shoes for me!
I love my Mother! :)

I slept for 3 and a half hours yesterday. Yes, lack of sleep again!
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After being stressed up the whole day today, Manyi, Stephanie and I went to eat dinner! We talked and talked, about family, about how much we love them, about how hard our parents work to support us, about the things we worry about, about the things we cannot achieve, about the things we hoped that we could do for our own family, wondering if they knew how much we love them... and the three of us ended up CRYING. (I can't help but cry when I think of all these things that I have no ability to control or achieve.)

We looked so silly! Crying at 11pm at such a period of our lives with no one left around in the area. Hahaha. And it's a weird feeling to see all 3 of us crying at the same time!

But now I know we all share the same burdens and worries.
For now, I'm already trying my best to support myself as much as I can, and that's my way of doing my part.
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I need to achieve more, much more. Which is why, I need to work harder.
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Haha my Ex-boyfriend just messaged me to say he saw me at around 11.30pm. And this means I was in the state of after-crying and having only 3 and a half hours sleep the day before, LOL.

Anyway, I received E-mails from Erin and Pei Ling, with the subject "STRESS". Hahaha super cute la you all! Okay you all are loved by me. Haha.